woah. sometimes things just hit you like a brick. like today, no wonder i'm so sick.
bad eating habits. bad sleeping habits. bad work habits. no concentration, no focus.
i tried to do some soul searching and find out what my good habits are, work wise, hobby wise, etc. i came up with about four qualities for work. I must have more to me then, creative, chart maker, people person, organzied.
I just don't know what i want to do - how do you just decided that - how do people just know what they want to do? Tanya asked me the other day what I wanted to be when I was a kid - and I have no idea. I know when I was in highschool I wanted to be in advertising or be a writer, clearly neither of those have worked for me.
I guess i need to do some more deep soul searching. another day today has been too much already.